The Search for Everything Especially Joy

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I find that the older I get, the less content I feel in persistent aloneness. And this is the most vulnerable thing I’ve ever said, in the most vulnerable way I can say it. That I enjoy my company as much as anyone’s. I revel in the peace of quiet resting and rising. That I most appreciate the freedom to come and go and do as I please. But sometimes, more often than ever before, I dream of disruption.